I find it very hard to write positive things about myself. The first part of month one (Self Reflection) is to fill out a life chart shading in the levels of satisfaction or happiness in certain sections of life (finance, family, fun etc). That part was easy. Then came the pages where I’m asked to fill out positive qualities about myself, “what do you bring to the world”. I’m racking my brain to think of anything. It’s not that I think I’m an absolutely horrible person or anything, but I don’t feel like there’s anything that stands out positively about my personality. I’ve always felt very middle of the road. Blah. Forgettable.
Next is “what are the beautiful things about you”. This one was a little easier but still very short, it says to fill more out in my journal if I have more to write. I barely have a paragraph let alone a full page or enough to spill in to a journal.
I know this process is supposed to be hard, it’s supposed to break it all down to have a really good look at myself. I just feel like my successes in life aren’t much. Getting a full time job: who hasn’t done that? Saving my pets as strays: Millions of people do it every day, and it’s not like I saved them from burning buildings or puppy farms. Becoming supervisor: Even though I feel that I’m not that bad at my role, worse people got it too, so how hard could it have been?
This is as far as I’ve gotten so far. Will I even succeed.
Laura x
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